Friday, September 30, 2005

Marriage is s weird thing. Being so close to a person can be great,
yet not knowing when to be truly 100% honest is another thing.
I wonder if a person can really be true.
It is possible- I’m sure.
I love my kids. I love my husband.
I hope that that I’m being a good mother and wife. How can you really know?

Saturday, September 24, 2005

change is never easy

Re-defining a friendship is a hard thing to do. Figuring out what is best for everyone involved can be difficult. Change is not all that enjoyable at times.
Going from close to casual is never comfortable is guess.

Tuesday, September 20, 2005

I feel like a bomb just blewup in my face - one that's been in my life for a while but i didn't know it. I hate myself ...cause I feel that i have trusted people I should have never trusted. I think that decisions I have made have somehow destroyed trust and authenticity of my relationships.
I hate that my husband is not happy. It's all a spiritual battle and I pray it will be over soon. I hate the feeling that things will not be like they used to that I will some how loose a friend or loose other things that are important to me.
I dont think that i cant win.
I hope that things can go back to the time it was simple. friendship was easy, fun and real.

Wednesday, September 14, 2005

lately I have this desire to find and contact (via e-mail) friends from high school. I have looked up some names on google, but havent come up with anything yet. we might get ot go camping this weekend! I hope it works out - cause the kidsare not feeling well.

Monday, September 12, 2005

today is monday

the start of a new week. I plan to get a lot accomplished this week. hopefully get some resumes in the hands of future internship/employers.
the end of last week was quite disrupted by social services. Caleb's school reported his to be abused -due to paddle mark on his butt. so i had to take him to the hospital and go through all that entailed. That was no fun and pt me in a bad mood. My weekend was kinda boring, but not all too bad.

Tuesday, September 06, 2005

ben stein speaks the truth

A Picture Share!


A Picture Share!

Hi from caleb

Monday, September 05, 2005

Sunday we all went out to play softball it was a lot of fun. I haven't played in so long. it was fun.
Don & I had good long discussions on sunday about US. I think we resolved some tension that was building. My little sister, Amy, is struggling with people giving her a rough time at school and ball - mainly because she is a moral person. I hope that next year she can go to a Christian college so that she will not feel the pressure to do wrong.

Friday, September 02, 2005

Hurricane Katrina's Victims

Thursday, September 01, 2005

A Picture Share!

Never thought i'D see gas prices this high. Sad day.

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